The Way I Used to BeBy: Amber Smith Series: The Way I Used to Be A New York Times bestseller! In the tradition of Speak, this extraordinary debut novel shares the unforgettable story of a young woman as she struggles to find strength in the aftermath of an assault. Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didnt change who she was. But the night her brothers best friend rapes her, Edens world capsizes. What was once simple, is now complex. What Eden once